johnny's 17th

so, I haven't posted in some time. its mainly cause johnny & i get so busy w/ my waitress job & his dx job, & we're always hangin out w/ the gang, so......yeah. a LOT of things have happened since i last posted. 1st off, my parents are moving! they decided that they want to get out of tulsa, so they're moving to new york! this wouldn't affect me @ all, but here's the problem: even though im living w/ johnny, im still only 16, so my mom says i have 2 move 2 new york w/ them! my dad says that he's willing 2 let me stay in tulsa w/ the gang, so there's gonna be a court hearing next friday to decide whether i can stay living w/ johnny or if they have legal custody of me. so, 2nd bit of news: i now have a police record, surprise surprise. i was @ my waitress job, & i was told 2 take these guys' orders. well, i went up 2 the table & got the drink orders, but when i turned 2 leave, 1 of the guys grabbed my frickin ass & said, "why dontcha stay w/ us, baby?" oh, just 2 little things ppl never know about me: 1, i got a black-handled, 7-inch switch from two-bit after johnny & i got jumped, & its always in my back pocket, even @ work, & 2, i fight pretty good for a girl. i had that guy pinned against the wall w/ a bloody nose in about the time it takes you to blink. "touch me again & i'll have the blade against your throat," i threatened, flipping out my switch. he backed off, but some moron called the fuzz, & i got like a week in jail. it wasn't realy all that bad, dally was in there 2, cause he stole a car or sumthin(this was all like 2 weeks ago). surprisingly, i still have my job @ the dingo, i just had 2 change my name tag from "rose" to "rosy", so people wouldn't b terrified w/ me as their waitress. & 3rd bit of news....i kinda don't wanna say this, but.....i learned a little fact about ponyboy that's not so good for me. about a week ago, i was walkin past the kitchen in the curtis' house, when i heard pony say, "johnny? .....what was it like.....having sex w/ rosy?" that shocked the hell out of me, so i decided to listen into the conversation. here's how it went:
johnny: *blushes a little bit* um....honestly....it was pretty nice.
ponyboy: oh....i remember soda was comparing sandy & katie once...he said he like katie better cause sandy tasted like cherries, but katie tasted like pepsi. *laugh*
johnny: where r u getting @ w/ this? you wanna know what rose tastes like to me?
ponyboy: maybe...
johnny: alrite, i know what you're getting at, but for now, i'll humor you. she tastes like chocolate, w/ a little bit of smoke mixed in, cause of her smoking. she says i taste like full-on-smoky caramel. *laugh* now, answr MY question: ...do you want to taste her? (i had 2 cover my mouth 2 keep from gasping or screaming)
*pony looks @ the ground & shuffles his feet*
johnny: don't do that looking-down thing! you can't hide the truth, i see the way you look @ her, the way your gray-green eyes meet her chocolate-night eyes, the way you bit your lip when two-bit confronted her & i, because you were trying 2 hold back tears, because the girl you loved just had sex with your best friend, who's ME! ...you did the same thing @ my wedding, because the girl you loved could then never be yours, because she was, & still is, loving your best friend: ME!
*tears start 2 build up in pony's eyes*
johnny: the gang knows, pony. you can't lie, you can't hide, because we all know the truth that i just found out rite now: you're in love with ROSE! ...my WIFE, pony! don't you know that its WRONG?! its as wrong as if you were in love w/ ME!
*pony's silently crying*
johnny: ....if i had known...back 5 months ago, when she moved in....you've loved her since then, haven't you?
ponyboy: *nod*
johnny: if i had known.....if i had known, i would've given her 2 you.
*pony looks up shocked, still crying*
johnny: now that i know, tell me the truth: what do you think of rosy, on the outside?
ponyboy: ......she's pretty damn sexy. every day, every night, i wish i was you, with her.
i had 2 leave here, cause they were leaving the kitchen. so that's the real story: my husband's best friend is unconditionaly in love w/ me. so, that's all the news. today is johnny's 17th b-day, & we're celebrating tonight. i don't realy wanna go, tho....ive been avoiding pony since the secret got out. i mean, after hearing mine & my husband's best friend say im "pretty damn sexy", i just can't look him in the face. ....im gonna get off here, I need to think....what are we gonna do, johnny?