not so good

hey this is pony. rosy FINALLY woke up, & there's good news & bad news. good news: she remembers me & most everyone in the gang. bad news: ....she can't remember johnny. the doctor said its odd that she wouldn't remember the person who means the most to her, but she could mostly remember everyone else. she doesn't remember the fight, but she still remembers her hatred for the socs. dally likes that, how she can remember that the socs are enemies. it was so heart-breakin 2 see johnny talkin 2 her. she woke up slowly, & since he literaly nevr leaves, he saw her, & this is how it went:
johnny: rose! rosy, how do you feel?
rosy: i feel realy bad. my head hurts, where am i?
johnny: in the hospital, love, bob hurt you badly.
rosy: ok.....one question.
johnny: what is it, rose?
rosy: .....who are you?
johnny just burst in to tears hearin that. he was sayin, "im johnny, rose! you don't remember me?! don't you remember, you're my girlfriend! i asked you 2 marry me! you said yes! i love you, how can you not remember that?! WHY CAN'T YOU REMEMBER THAT?!?!" aftr that, he just ran out & sat in the hallway, sobbing. i sat w/ him, & every few min., he would say while cryin,"if her memory doesn't come bac, she won't remember me EVER! i love her more than the world! i want my ROSE bac, not this grl, lyin there in the hospital! not this grl who calls YOU by name, but can't remember the person who loves her so much he can't live w/o her!!! im not real religious, but i would give ANYTHING for her! i just want god to give me my rose bac!" johnny won't come bac 2 see rosy, but soda said maybe johnny needs to do things that reminds her of him. i dunno, its so sad. & its all those damn socs' fault. if they didn't jump johnny & rosy, rosy wouldn't have cut bob, bob wouldn't have slammed her head into that wall, she wouldn't be in the hospital, & she wouldn't have forgotten johnny. i kno the gang wants revenge, & they're gonna give it. especialy johnny, he's not the vengeful type, but i kno he'll do ANYTHING to avenge rosy. they hurt the person that he can't live without, & he'll kill them all bare-handed if he has 2, if it'll avenge the loss of rosy. i gotta go, rosy's callin 4 me. :'(