together forever

mmm, last nite will be 1 of my best memories, i just kno it. i was rite, johnny came in about 10 min after i posted last nite(& yes, we're movin into the new house on wednesday), & we were just layin on my bed, talkin & smokin. it was kinda funny, just sittin there & talkin like friends. so, i said, "it was real nice of the gang to get us that house." he just laid bac & closed his eyes. i took a long drag on my weed, just thinkin. he finaly turned to look @ me & said, "yeah, its perfect. .....i love you, rose. more than anything." "i know, i love you, too, johnnycake. more than anything." then he kissed me, not like he ever kissed me before. whenever he had kissed me before, it felt cautious, as if he was half-pullin away, but this time, it felt perfect, like he never wanted to stop, never pull away. i kissed him back, his lips moving with mine, his full, soft lips. it went on, & i began to think if we should go farther. i traced my hands down his stomach, stopping at the button on his jeans. he got an idea of what i was thinkin, & stopped for a second. he said, "rose? i-i don't know, maybe we shouldn't....." "don't worry, johnny. we belong together, forever. no one will know...." i waited, breathless as to what his answer would be. he finaly sighed, but it didn't sound like he was giving in, it sounded content, as if there was nowhere else in the world he wanted to be. "together, forever." he repeated, & proceeded to give me my answr by takin off his shirt & kissin me harder & faster than before. so the answer is yes, i thought, ...maybe its the wrong time, i know, but this is johnny, & i love him. ......i woke up this morning snuggled next to johnny, listening to his heartbeat as he slept. i saw that it was about time to get ready for school. funny, i lose my virginity, & the first thing i think the next morning is that its time for school. i shook johnny gently, & he sat up straight, sayin, "what? im tired & i wanna sleep." "good mornin, johnnycake. rise & shine, we're goin next door for breakfast, if you get ready fast." he looked over, & smiled when he saw me, despite the dark shadows underneath his eyes from lack of sleep. "hey, rose. have i tell you yet today that i love you?" i laughed at his drowsy comment, replying, "why no, not yet silly, you just woke up." "ok then, i want you to know that i love you very much, & by the way: good morning!" he replied, his dark eyes sparkling with delight. he kissed me, soft and sweet, sayin, "there's your good morning kiss. do i get one?" i laughed, never having seen him so happy & light, makin comments that didn't sound @ all like him. i gave him a kiss back, replying, "there's yours. now, how 'bout we get..." i stopped, & johnny looked puzzled as my face went from cheerful to frightened. "i hear footsteps coming up the stairs....shit!" i said. "my mom's comin! dammit, she's paranoid! quick, put your jeans back on & sneak out the window, i'll signal you when she's gone!" johnny dashed out of my bed like there was a fire, & did what i had asked him 2 do. my mom came in as soon as he had gotten out of sight, glaring. "oh, hi mom." i said, eager for her to leave so johnny could come back. "i was just checking on you, making sure you were getting ready.....is that boy in here? he seems to like your company so much that i never know if he leaves." my mom said coldly. "no, im goin next door for breakfast, he's meeting me there." "oh really, then what's that?" she retorted, pointing @ a handle of some sort on the floor. i picked it up & my heart sank: it was johnny's switchblade. "oh, this is his, he came over yesterday to study, & i think it fell out of his pocket." i said, lying so fluently i almost believed it myself. "well alrite then, since you're going next door for breakfast, have a good day @ school." she said, & immediatly left my room. johnny crawled back through my window, & said, "man, that could've been bad if we got caught, she doesn't like me much already." "never mind her, she's gone. now, where were we?" johnny's eyes lit up again, & said, "well, i dunno, so lets start over, shall we?" he gave me another kiss as he wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me closer. "good morning!" we laughed together, our voices mingling to create this beautiful sound. we got ready & went next door, laughing & talking as we came in. everybody got real quiet when we came in, & suddenly two-bit yelled, "well, did you two have fun last night? sure sounded like it!" pony bit his lip & sat down, & soda had this look like, "shut up, man, just leave 'em alone". i spoke up & retorted, "we weren't doin nuthin, two-bit mathews, so you can just shut ur trap, alrite?" steve spoke up, sayin, "you're lyin, rosy, & we all know cause we could hear ya'll last night, these walls aren't very thick, & neither is your window. havin' fun last nite?", grinning like he knew this big secret. johnny's face turned bright red, & im guessin mine did too, cause darry said, "just leave 'em alone, two-bit, & you too, little man, you'll give johnny a heart attack." everyone went back to whatever they were doin, & that was that. pony, johnny, & i walked to school together(johnny's been goin to school more since we started dating, probly so he can see me more), & it was super-awkward. other than that, there's nuthin else i realy got to say, so im gonna go hang out with pony, maybe catch a movie or sumthin. later!